Tuesday, February 20, 2007

This "milk goddess" is still in the hospital.





So last night right as we were about to leave they took my temp and it was over 101. I cried so hard b/c they told me I had to stay again for another night. Turns out...I am a milk goddess!

So I am apparantly a "hyperlactator." I guess it is really rare, and now I have to try and cut my milk down, since I am pretty much falling asleep at the pump. The nurses keep making snide comments that are hurting my feelings, but the nice lactation lady is going to come help me and make a "game plan." Hopefully, I can get the milk under control. The lady called me a "milk goddess" which made me feel so weird....guess it's better than "cow" which the nurses have been calling me.

STILL in the hospital...

I am so frustrated! We were getting ready to go and then they come take my temp, and it's almost 102! I had just gotten out of the hot shower and so they came back in and took it again..98. Then they tell me I can't leave: I am SO upset I cry and cry...they give me a shot, draw more blood...GARGH!I had such full boobs by that point I start pumping....2 hours and 550 ml later they still aren't done being emptied. All the nurses talk about how much milk I make, but this is ridiculous. WAY too much. But I feel a heck ofa lot better.My bloodwork came back super messed up, but the doctor said I am OK still b/c I show no signs from all the blood loss. I hope I get to go home tomorrow!!!

Monday, February 19, 2007

Birth Story

At 27w and 6d, I went in to L&D at Riverside hospital because I woke up in a huge pool of blood. It was super scary, and I was admitted and released the next day...they couldn't find a cause for the bleeding, and my cervix was long and closed. I was put on bedrest.At my 30w appt there were no signs of progression, so I was let up for 1-2 hours out of the house a day.31w and 4d, I felt some contractions...fairly regular. OB told me to watch, but didn't end up going in.At 32w exactly, 2/11, I found a little bit of blood in the morning when I used the restroom, and went back to L&D after Dr. asked me to. They checked me, and saw no progression and everything looked good, so they sent me home with the directions to call with any more blood.At about 8:30 pm that evening at home I checked and found a little more blood. I was pretty scared and the OB on call told me I would have to go back in and be readmitted. I was so scared. We went in, and everything checked out OK. They admitted me and I went to the high risk floor. We settled in to sleep, and then I woke up to go to the bathroom at 3:30 am, and had a huge gush of blood and a clot when getting up...and they checked and I was not dialated. At 8:30 am I bled more and they checked me and I was dialated to 3. They wheeled me down to the labor and delivery floor, and drugged me all up with magnesium sulfate, which ended up stopping/slowing the contractions. I stayed in Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday in labor and delivery since it was touch and go. Throughout the contractions would start again, but we managed them and they were almost stopped.At 11pm Wed 2/14 they moved me back up to the high risk floor. They told me they thought they'd stopped it. I started contracting again...we monitored and I went to sleep.***WARNING: SCARY***At a little before 5 am I woke to a feeling something was wrong...and a few minutes later...WOOSH! A huge clot and blood everywhere. They told me not to worry...we'd stop it. About 10 minutes later-- WOOSH again, and more and more. Checked again-I am now 5 cm. They started talking about vaginal birth and started wheeling me to labor and delivery. David looked very pale and they tried to calm me. I could tell it was bad by his face.More bleeding on the way down, and first they are talking still about vaginal birth, that it would be ok, and that they had seen people lose more blood. They decide to check the babies on the monitor, and then they start talking about a C section. They say I am losing too much blood. An anesthesiologist comes in and discusses epidurals, etc. Just then another contraction...WOOOSH! More bleeding and clotting and it isn't stopping. Now everyone starts running around. The blood won't stop and they try to get the babies on the monitor and one baby's hb is dropping. I can see David across the room and time stops. I don't remember much of getting down the hallway, but I am in an OR, and I can hear the babies heartbeats getting slower and slower. They throw me on a table and anesthesia tells me that I will go under. I hear them yelling hurry, and I am gone.Meanwhile, David is outside the OR door and can hear what is going on, but can't see. He's pretty upset, and crying. He hears one baby cry, and waits for another one to cry. Then he hears a second baby make a "grunting" noise. They bring David Sumner and he held him for a minute and they wheel Jack out. They put Sumner in the same incubator and everyone goes to the NICU. He keeps asking about me, then they tell him I am OK and will be in recovery.At 5:34 am 2/15 both Sumner Riley (4lbs 1 oz, 16 3/4 inches) and Jackson Finley (4lbs 2oz, 17 3/4 inches) are born. Doctors don't know for sure which one was "baby A" as we'd called him through the pregnancy as there is so much blood and a huge clot when they get me open, they can't see babies...they pull them both out, pretty much simultaneously. The Doctors determine that I bled because of Placental Abruption. we still have no idea why it happened. Being pregnant with twins is a risk factor.They cut me from top to bottom on the outside, but side to side on the inside, and say I might "possibly" be able to have a VBAC if I get PG again. They tell me I lost 2700 ccs of blood, and I am very lucky I don't need transfusions. They wheel me in NICU on the way to recovery and let me see (I have no glasses on and I am doped out) the babies. I cry b/c they tell me babies will possibly go to another city...no more NICU room in Columbus hospitals.Thankfully, Jack and Sumner stay here. I get to see them for the first time Friday and hold them for the first time Saturday. Sumner was on room air in an incubator, and Jack was on a CPAP machine to help him breathe and in an incubator. Both have BILI lights all day for jaundice.Today, Jack is off CPAP and has a small breathing tube in his nose. Both are "breastfeeding" (taking my milk through a tube) and under the BILI lights in their incubators to bring their jaundice numbers down. We have no real estimate on when they will be home...we're hoping 3 weeks, but it all depends on their ability to mature.I plan to post pics tonight. Whew that was long! And scary!

Saturday, February 17, 2007

The boys are here!



I just wanted to let you all know that after some hospital time, (I was admitted on Feb 11th) and a very scary delivery, our boys are here! Sumner Riley and Jackson Finley were both born at 5:34 am on 2/15. Sumner weighed 4 lbs 1 oz and Jackson weighed 4 lbs 2 oz. They were born at 32w 4d, after a placental abruption, via c-section, and I was knocked out under general anesthesia. We are so thankful they are both doing well, and in the care of the Riverside NICU unit. Thanks for all your kind thoughts and well wishes...they helped me get through bedrest, and much hospital time. I'm hoping to be released Monday or Tuesday. I will post pictures and a birth story tomorrow.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Another milestone, another minor scare, and nursery is done!

Well, here we are! 32 weeks today! We both are so thankful and excited to have made it to this point, and are starting to feel some of the pressure lifting. Once we make it to 34 weeks, I'll have to start facing the reality that I could have the babies! LOL! Every time something happens I keep saying "they can't come yet" but soon I won't be able to say that. I can't say how excited I am that 32w is here!

We had another scare this morning. I woke up to a little more bleeding again, and we had to return to labor and delivery. Luckily, no hospital stay required this time! They concluded the babies again were so active, they were irritating everything so much that it caused more bleeding...but that everything is OK. As I keep saying, they checked and declared the "door to be shut and locked" so hopefully they'll continue cooking!

I had my first contractions, and then BH contractions later on Thursday. I now seem to have them every once in a while. Scary to think that right now my uterus is the size of a 40w full term singelton pregnancy. I guess irritation is to be expected!

And in other news, Erin and Josh came over on Friday night and we worked till the wee hours and got the nursery ready. It is, for the most part, done. I love the way the wall dots turned out, and I feel a lot better knowing that we are that much closer to being "ready." David also washed everything, and he scrubbed and washed the carseats, bouncer, and swing parts/coverings. They are ready to go!

Here's an updated nursery picture:


Saturday, February 03, 2007

Updated belly pics

I've put updated belly pics in my nest bio. There's a link in the blog. I'm working on two my mom took trying to get them to look good in black and white...having photoshop issues. Wait...here they are!



Hilarity of the day: I kept telling D my coat (really his coat his parents bought that I stole for myself) was not fitting. Today on the way out of Kroger, after sitting down in the car, the zipper split up from the bottom because it was so tight. David had to put his head on the steering wheel he laughed so hard.

Gems of the day from random people:

"Oh twins are WAY easier than one." (From a lady who didn't have twins and was in the ped. office this morning.)

"Are they naural?" (From an older lady who just got done telling us 2 boys would be horrible and was at the pharmacy.)

David actually responded "As far as we know" She then went on and on about how awful infertility treatments are. I could have punched her.

UGH!




We were doing pretty good on the comments, really, but since I've been allowed to go out a little in the last few days, they seem to be nonstop.