Saturday, October 29, 2011


A week from today I will be at the exact same place I was when I delivered the boys. I am scared out of my mind, if I am telling the truth. As the "date" nears, I find myself getting more and more anxious. Anxiety over little things, and then flat out paranoia over big things.

So far everything is good, I just feel like it is the last hurdle I have to leap over. In all honesty though, I wonder if I will still feel this anxiety until the end.

It's getting harder and harder to "keep up." Cleaning, chores, the kids, and getting everything ready feels so different this time around!

Looking forward to Halloween. Can't wait to show you pictures of our costumes!!


Allison said...

I've been thinking of you lots, knowing you're getting close. I'm sure everything is going to be okay, but that probably doesn't make you feel much better. Love you. <3

And I cannot wait to see the costumes. :)

Lisa said...

Thinking of you.

Looking for ward to seeing the costumes.