The adventures of tader baby: tired.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

tired.

A week from today I will be at the exact same place I was when I delivered the boys. I am scared out of my mind, if I am telling the truth. As the "date" nears, I find myself getting more and more anxious. Anxiety over little things, and then flat out paranoia over big things.

So far everything is good, I just feel like it is the last hurdle I have to leap over. In all honesty though, I wonder if I will still feel this anxiety until the end.

It's getting harder and harder to "keep up." Cleaning, chores, the kids, and getting everything ready feels so different this time around!

Looking forward to Halloween. Can't wait to show you pictures of our costumes!!

2 comments:

Allison said...: I've been thinking of you lots, knowing you're getting close. I'm sure everything is going to be okay, but that probably doesn't make you feel much better. Love you. <3

And I cannot wait to see the costumes. :); October 30, 2011 at 9:48 AM
Lisa said...: Thinking of you.

Looking for ward to seeing the costumes.; October 31, 2011 at 5:58 AM

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The story of how the tader tots came to be

When I started this blog, I originally thought it was going to be a taderbaby...we chose the nickname after the delicious spuds served at Young's Jersey Dairy...but quickly found out it was tader tots! At 28 weeks gestation my placenta started abrupting and I was briefly hospitalized, then put on strict bedrest. At 31w 4d I was let up for an hour a day. At 32w on the dot, I was re-admitted for bleeding and began a four day fight to stop labor which I lost on 2.15.07 when Jack's placenta abrupted fully. If I hadn't been at the hospital, we wouldn't have made it. Upon birth, Jack's apgar was 3. The boys spent 4 weeks in NICU and this is their story, and mine.